these pics were from tues mathe lesson. and so i went a little mad after solving mathe. so stealing samu's elmo became the best choiceeee!
lets be nothing, i heard it lasts forever.
finding that very faith again.
November 14, 2009
retail theraphy.
the emptyness begins to flood in all over again. the pain on my knuckles. the damage ive done to my life. the constant repeat cycle ive to go through every now and then. im way beyond broken. my heart is gone.my emotions together with it.
November 14, 2009
i settled down and twisted frown, disguised as a smile as well.
i wna stay in bed everyday and do nothing at all, im too tired to even move a step. i cant wait for the week im taking school. and from work too.
i just wna vent abit here. i guess time does change people much. i can literally see myself drifting away from others. peeps from outside, E35Q loves and much much more. i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me, i just feel damn ut of place around people like i dont exist anywhere anyhow. maybe i dont know man. being with the crowd was never what i am.
November 12, 2009
lets be nothing, i heard it last forever.
before i start running away and lock myself in again. i need a break from all this shit. this pain is unbearable. putting a end to all this is just damn fucking miserable. now a days all i need is a damn small trigger to bring everything back. fuck my life.
November 07, 2009
addicted to this action.
okay so i survived 5 weeks of school. guess ach aint so bad afterall. my blogging vibe is officially gone. no mod to blog at all :( but i cant possibly leave this page dead. oh well. i'll see what i can do about it. exams. work. school. draining the shit outta me. i feel like a go damn ballon! fuck lah. i need to lose weight badly! knnbccb! and stop eating so much.
maybe youre only a nightmare. the sweetest nightmare in my life. the kind tht i wish i will never wake up from. the reality is a much scarier place to be in. looking at how like made humans inhuman. in those nightmare i wont ever die, the victory is always mine.
November 01, 2009
trance state of mind.
the intended study session with cousin on sat at hoagies turn out to be a session where louisa ate and ate like a pig. think i gained weight again. damn damn damn. this is bad i need to control what i eat! withdrawal is officially killing me. i cant type properly and my temper is damn damn bad. arghhhhhhh!
the first ut is finally coming. ive been good. studying much. trying to understand the diff concept. wahahha! know why! i can smell the hols alr! whoohoo! malaysiaaaaaaaa! prank frank! omg omg omg.
moving on to a new phrase in life. im struggling again. hais. omg. i hate new begiinnings.moving on and all, damnit. but for the sake of the love ones around, i huess i dont have a choice at all. so lets hopeeeeeeee. before i can even give up i will at least try.
a new hair colour. just a lighter colour. although its still dark but oh well i love ittttttttttttt.
October 31, 2009
HALLOWEENNNNNNNNNNNNN :)
THIS IS LIKE DAMN CUTE RIGHT. OKAY FINE I WILL BLOG AGN. MAHJONG WII AND FOODIE TIMEEEEEE. WHAT A AWESOME WAY TO SPEND MY HALLOWEEN.
